A week from today, I& #39;ll be turning 36. This fact has depressed me immensely for the last few days. I feel I have nothing to show for 36 years. Which I know isn& #39;t true, but....I really thought I& #39;d have a kid or two by now.
Instead, I sacrificed all that for my career, hopping from job to job, trying to beef up my resume, never staying in any place long enough to form real relationships. So yeah, I& #39;ve amassed some good stories, adventures. But even that feels shallow now.
I feel like nothing I did was ever that hard, that special, that cool. Nobody wants to hear about them.

I& #39;ve been reading Pete Fromm& #39;s "new" book and...that guy had it all. Amazing adventures, love, family, kids....
He had a partner in crime throughout it all, and I can& #39;t help but feel like I should have had that, wanted that, missed out on it. What a romantic life. Now I& #39;m too old to be able to do anything too hard; I hurt my knee just walking my dog through the park yesterday.
Last year I did a 3-day trip through the Bob Marshall that was EPIC HARD. I was worried I wouldn& #39;t be able to keep up with the 20y/o techs, but I did. I did it. I was damn proud of that.

But now I like...don& #39;t want to do stuff like that. I want to sleep in a bed, have a shower.
Anyway.

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