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im not an addict. i don't crave drugs or feel like i need them, i just take them when they're around or if i have them, especially when i feel shit. i've been clean since the start of ramadan but i've been shaking violently and randomly when i'm sad as if i need them?

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last night i was in my feels and made it worse and then like i was sitting on the couch watching euphoria and when i saw the drugs i just immediately started shaking so bad like i couldn't finish the episode. i've seen it before and that's never happened

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idk if it was the thought or the image or if there was some kind of flashback but i was shaking and went up to bed and just lay there for like 2 hours just plain and empty, no music or anything. it still feels weird but not in the same way if that makes sense?? idek

I'm now gonna retweet a bunch of shit and bury this thread top goodbye have a lovely life darlings love urself