I realize that I have trouble when it comes to enjoying with others as in having general fun without offending someone. It is inevitable that someone would feel hurt, but there isn& #39;t much I can do about that; being quiet is what I resort to, but it has negative side effects too.

Every time I get on Twitter, I have an urge to make a fun tweet or something to surprise or cheer myself up, and maybe help others be happier too. However, there is also caution that tells me to not tweet at all in fear of potential dislike or misunderstanding. Usually, it& #39;s --

those days where I RT a lot but don& #39;t tweet any of my own posts (like this thread, for example). It& #39;s also why I haven& #39;t made many fun tweets like I did a year or two ago when I first joined Twitter.

I feel like I must always give a "first impression" to a general population, --

which makes me avoid anything that is potentially fun since fun is subjective and not objective. Perhaps it is because I have seen a fair share of toxic people, as well as nice ones, that makes me uncertain as to who to have fun with. This is also a likely reason for my solitude.