okay. as we all know it seems like tsutako had loved and supported giyuu so much to the point that she's willing to let her wedding and husband go just to save giyuu.

so im sure giyuu's heavily burdened with the guilt from her death. but in chs 130-131, that smile of baby giyuu?

it's not sth he could've done without sabito's help. i'd like to think that giyuu rly did cry lots, probably even made himself unhealthy with the loss of his appetite and guilt in his mind. but he was able to let out those kinds of smiles and just have fun with sabito

meaning that damn, sabito really did become a huge part of his life, one of his motivations to continue living, to look forward to a better tomorrow. but. he was also taken away frm him in the cruelest way possible.

giyuu blames himself so much for being weak and for not being able to save sabito and let him be the only death in that selection when tHEY HAD TRAINED TOGETHER, THEY WENT THROUGH SO MUCH TOGETHER. but because he thinks he's incompetent because of an early injury he really

crashes down. hard. at the news of sabito's death. sabito gave him reasons to smile. to strive. to work harder. to get stronger. but even that person was taken away from him. sabito's such an integral part of giyuu's life that he even wears a piece of him and his sis-

every single day, every single mission. he's closed himself off because he doesn't want to go through the pain of losing another person that he considers as important so we all tease him like the socially constipated idiot that he is but it's just his self-defense mechanism after

suffering from losses that d e s t r o y e d him and broke him down into pieces. so. please. fuck, i really need this relationship expounded on, developed, idk they deserve all the happiness together in the afterlife, they deserve so much more from how they were forcefully

ripped apart because of the fragility of human life. djhfjds

sabito and giyuu's friendship transcend timelines and reincarnations with how strong their foundation is uhgff just please. let them be happy.