Since no one really knows me here (except for one follower) and I haven’t been using this account much, I’m just gonna use this platform as my personal diary CTFU (i’m gonna look back at my tweets here and cringe
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So in this dream, I was close to a straight couple. I recall scenes where we would hang out right outside our school, spend sometime in the field and whatnot—nothing unusual but it never felt like third wheeling for me.
Next thing I know I had been invited to join one of their dates. It was nightime and to reach the resto we had planned to eat at, we had to pass through a private lounge of some sort (DREAMS are hard to narrate bcus nothing seems to make sense ok)
Walking into said lounge, I already had a gut feeling that they prepared something for me... As we were going up the escalator I could peep neon lights. Halfway up I saw what it was: a message that read ”Will you be our boyfriend?” (nonverbatim, it was more creative than that
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With a smile on my face I asked them, ”You want me to be in a relationship with you guys?” They both said ’Yes’ in unison and it took me no less than 3 seconds to say it back... We hugged and I gave both of them a kiss omfg going pansexual ctfu
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I FELT SO HAPPY IN THE DREAM it felt like I was truly in love w both of them... Anyway, from there it jumped to daytime (it’s not a dream without gaps in the order of events sksk) and were in a cafe studying... My girlfriend (¿) got me a sandwich (which I felt fragile over)
--and my boyfriend (¿) was on his laptop waiting for a prof to release their grades (he even mentioned that he was waiting w my real life bff ctfu)
from there it jumped (again) and this time, we were in school (surroundings highly resembled the univ I studied at). Our class had just ended and gf had to rush to another class, so I was left with bf who put his hand on mu waist as we strolled around the campus (
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if I were to estimate how tall he was, he’d be around 5’7... As we were walking around the campus, some people from my high school were suddenly part of the dream and they saw us, but neither of us budged
and to be honest i think that bit is what made me the happiest... I think this dream is a product of my desire to be loved openly (w/o shame and secrecy)... you have no idea how bittersweet the feeling was waking from that dream
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I forgot what my gf in the dream looked like but I can vividly recall my bf looked like this
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