you're not going to will your way into the top percentage of anything and there's nothing wrong with that. the striver self-improvement cult is a mind virus
just b urself (literally)
just b urself (literally)
the obsession we have as a culture with first reaching max level and then playing the game is unhealthy. you're never going to reach it because you're always going to be learning.
the folly and errors you make are all part of the journey. it's okay if your run isn't perfect.
the folly and errors you make are all part of the journey. it's okay if your run isn't perfect.
in conclusion, this is why speedrunning is bad for your mental health