[sorry i hav to let this out]
OKAY IM BREAKING DOWN AS I TYPE THIS PLS HUG ME I JUST FUCKING WOKE UP MY HEAD HURTS AND I — THE FIRST THING I SAW WERE IYA’S DMS WHICH I APPRECIATE BC I REALLY NEEDED THE HEADS UP ON THAT TEASER +++

IM SRSLY WEAK-HEARTED SO YOU COULD JUST PROB IMAGINE HOW MUCH I BROKE INTO PIECES, CRYING BC OF ALL THOSE PAINFUL SCENES IN THE TEASER,, THIS WAS THE FIRST TIMEEEE IM BREAKING DOWN AFTER A LONG TIME SO I REALLY CANT THINK (& breathe) PROPERLY ++++

IM REALLY JUST HEARTBROKEN BECAUSE CARATS ARE BEING SELFISH IN ALL POSSIBLE WAYS EVERY SINGLE DAMN TIME (yass we do) AND I HATE ALL OF US FOR IT ;(( WE DONT DESERVE SEVENTEEN TBH AND WE COULD NOW STOP BEING WHINY ASS PEOPLE AND BE FANS THAT THEY DESERVE +++

I ALSO KIND OF FEEL ASHAMED BC WHEN SEVENTEEN IS HAVING A HARD TIME,, YOU HEAR THE SEA OF LOUD SCREAMS & CHEERS IN THE BG WHILE WONWOO AND HOSHI ARE BACKSTAGE ?? IT SUCKS BC WE CANT DO ANYTHING FOR THE LOVE OF LIFE FOR THEM BUT FUCKING CHEER AS WE ALWAYS DO ++

HELL WE DIDNT EVEN KNOW IT WAS THAT WORSE https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart"> I MEAN MY HEART BREAKS SEEING WONWOO AND HOSHI AND CHEOLLIE IN THAT STATE, ALL WE SEE ARE PERFECT SMILES ON STAGE WITHOUT KNOWING HOW HARD IT MUST HAVE BEEN FOR THEM TO GO THROUGH THAT ++

I — I JUST DONT WANT SEVENTEEN TO FEEL RESPONSIBLE TOWARDS US https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> WE ARE JUST THEIR FANS,, WE DONT OWN THEM,,, THEY DONT OWE US ANYTHING

I WISH FOR THEM TO ONLY FOCUS ON MAKING WHAT THEY LOVE — MUSIC AND ARTISTRY WITHOUT HAVING THE NEED TO ALWAYS DO EVERYTHING FOR THE SAKE OF US NOR TO ALWAYS LOOK PERFECT BC IDC AS LONG AS THEY ARE HAPPY AND HEALTHY IS ALL THAT MATTERS NOW++

IDK ABT Ü BUT I STAN SEVENTEEN FOR ALL THE RIGHT & UNSELFISH REASONS, SO IM WILLING TO COMPROMISE EVERYTHING & RISK EVERYTHING FOR THEM IF IT MEANS THEY ARE OKAY AND PERFECTLY FINE & HAPPY (which ofc isnt the case all the time, there is always a bumpy road but u get what i mean)

AND I WANT CARATS TO BE THERE FOR SEVENTEEN DURING THE GOOD TIMES BUT ALSO MORE “THERE” DURING THE BAD AND UNPRETTY TIMES

BC ISTG SEVENTEEN DOES THAT TO US ALL THE TIME, ADMIT IT OR NOT THEY WERE ALWAYS THERE WHEN U WERE HAVING A HARD TIME

WHAT MAKES ALL OF US DIFFERENT ?? +++

IT’S NOT ALWAYS A FLOWERY ROAD FOR SEVENTEEN & CARATS, BUT IF ONLY WE CAN CONTINUE ON BY TREATING EACH OTHER FAIRLY, WHILE ADORING EACH OTHER, THANKING & LOVING ONE ANOTHER, AND BEING PRECIOUS TO EACH OTHER

THAT— THAT IS MY ONLY FUCKING WISH IN THIS WORLD
https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> MY HEART ACHES

SEVENTEEN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> IT’S OKAY, WE ARE OKAY, SO STOP MINDING US AND JUST CONTINUE WALKING THE PATH OF YOUR DREAMS, AND WE’LL JUST CONTINUE WALKING THROUGH IT WITH YOU

THANK YOU WOULDNT ALWAYS BE ENOUGH & IM SORRY IT’S THE ONLY WORD I CAN THINK OF BUT 고맙다 @pledis_17