Story Time

A Thread.

I just wanna share how my life changed nearly 6 months ago. I don’t always say what I feel specially with my family. I’m really good at hiding my feeling but since no one really knows me personally here please allow me to take out what i’m feeling...

P.S. Not AC related

So here it goes.

December 2017 my brother brought me to the middle east to work. My sister was also there so once a week we go out together to spend time together since I don’t live with them. I live in my company’s accomodation.

Qatar is a very special country to me because that’s where I had so much memories with my siblings. But as the months & years go by my sister decided to apply to the UK. So it was just my brother and me. We still go out to eat out together.

And after another year, my brother decided to go back home to our country. Since he had no luck working in Qatar he tried his luck back home. And he was lucky. He had a good job that he really enjoyed. I was left alone in Qatar but it was okay with me. My bf was always w/ me.

As I said 6 months ago my life changed. I was at work that night when I kept receiving messages from my cousins with sad face. I was asking them why but no one would tell me why. I felt so nervous that my whole body was shaking tho I didn’t know the reason why.

The night before that my brother sent a message to our family gc saying he got into a small accident. He had a wound in his elbow but he said he was fine.

Going back to that night. I saw that my mom was online. So I sent her a message asking her what happened. She said that my brother is dead. He got into another major and tragic accident. I didn’t know what to do. I went out from the kitchen my body still shaking...

Couldn’t believe what I just read. I was crying in the corner and one of my co-workers saw me. I couldn’t speak. I was shaking so bad. I didn’t know what to do. My bestfriend came to me and hug me. My bf picked me up and brought me home.

That night I was just crying. I couldn’t eat, I couldn’t sleep. I was just hoping that it’s all just a nightmare. I had to wait for another day to go home because there was no flights the next day.

We had to keep the casket closed because what happened to him was really really bad and it will be harder for us to see.

2 weeks after I had to go back to Qatar to work. It was so hard. Because that’s where I had so much memories with my brother but I had to be strong. My mom & dad was left back home because my sister had to go back to work as well.

Almost every night I cry myself to sleep. I always receive messages from my mom and dad how sad they are so I made a decision that after few months i’ll go back home to be with them so they’ll atleast be a little less sad.

2 months later our Labrador died. She died in her sleep. She was my brothers dog.

After a month I decided to go back home to my country to be with my family. Things are getting a little bit better but of course life will never br the same again.

And I just wanna share. Me and my sister had my brother’s signature tattooed in our arm. King of Hearts because he was our King of Hearts

This was our brother & dog’s spot in my sister’s Island. I’m planning to do one myself in my own Island soon

I wanna take this chance to thank my AC Pals. Playing animal crossing and talking to you guys makes me happy It’s like an escape from the real world. You may not know it but ya’ll are a big help to me

Thank you to everyone who read this thread.

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