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guys i’ve not been in a proper mental state, some hoe fucked me up
it’s taken a lot of thought and encouragement for me to be ready to share this sad story about how i wound up in a bad mental state but here goes.. a few months back some peers of mine discovered that i was in a bad place, alcohol drugs and weed
i was battling issues and didn’t expect anything worse to happen. On one night out, i got so wasted and wanted to return to my home as my relatives knew i drink, but one girl suggested that i instead go to her hostel bc my parents shouldn’t see me in that state.
. i tried to refuse but she offered to bribe her askari, and mentioned sth about having weed for a wake and bake, and some pills. this excited me and i gave in
so we reached her hostel.. i don’t even rmr how much she paid the askari or the journey to her room, i was wasted and on the verge of closing, i could no longer comprehend, i rmr reaching the room and taking off my fanny pack,
she was a good friend and we’re mature so i had no issue sharing a bed with her, and neither did she, it was sort of predetermined. but i was certain that neither of us had intentions of doing shit
so i fall onto the bed still in my socks and clothes..
and that’s when everything settled in
i fell asleep very fast.. this must have been around midnight coz i had curfew and made sure to leave baristos at 11 sth.
what woke me up was the sound of people in the room and hunger. at like 3am i woke up went to urinate, was hungry and was hearing people and a speaker in the bathroom, i enter and find 4 girls smoking up inside
i asked if i could pee they said come and pee while they are inside
they asked me to join them but i didn’t want, was too hungry .. but they said they could give me munchies so i smoked up, but they gave me my own joint i rmr it had a different rolling paper, by then i was understanding..
but a few puffs into the joint, i was back to a crazy height worse than when i had arrived to ideal.. i stopped understanding.. i woke up naked, my dick was hurting and on fire coz of friction, it was a bit swollen
I was dead ass confused and traumatized I didn’t know who to go to I just bottled it up and Went into a depression
I confronted her and she was like wow no one can believe a drug abuser loll if anything they’ll say you raped me
