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how i changed
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most of the people who get to "know" me think that i& #39;m this naive, shy and quite girl, except some of my school friends and family members.
i wasn& #39;t like this in the past. yes, i had difficulty in starting a proper conversation w a stranger or alone keep it going, but i was not always this quite girl as many of you tend to think.
i used to joke around or sometimes kinda flirt w people wishlist my best friend& #39;s support. but again everyone and everything changes w time right? and so did i. i changed.
i changed right after i came to the capital city for further studies, high school/ college that is. i travelled from my hometown the very next day after the examination of SEE was completed.
i could& #39;ve stayed at my hometown as there was three months long holiday but i choose otherwise. my fault. those three months changed me a lot. a lot more than i& #39;ve probably imagined. but this is what life is, always different from our imagination.
i rarely went exploring the outside world after i came to this capital city. it wasn& #39;t anything new to me. i always loved staying inside rarely ever going outside. but a lot of things were different and new. i was unfamiliar w the environment, people and everything.
three months staying inside didn& #39;t help me improve my not-so-good socializing skills. i would& #39;ve been a little bit good or let& #39;s say i would& #39;ve improved my skills a tiny bit if i hadn& #39;t been ignoring the texts of my friends. the texting helps right? it& #39;s a type of socialization?
yes, i regret not texting them back but i also feel quite in relief cutting out some of the toxic people outta my life.
after those three months the time came when i had to come outta my the space and face the world. new place. new faces. new experience. new me?
