Thread by @LVLOFC0NCERN, in all of my years in this fandom i have never wanted [...]

in all of my years in this fandom i have never wanted to leave until now. after yesterday with receiving death threats, being told to kill myself, shamed for my body, and was hated on by so many, all over an edit that meant no harm i don’t know what i should do. this fandom —

isn’t what it used to be.
i’ve been in the clique for 7 years by the way, and the trench era has really shown a shift in the clique to the point that everyone just jumps in on hating even when it isn’t any of their business.
of course i was rude back to the people-

yesterday because i was being bombarded with threats over an edit that i was proud of. not a single person asked me to nicely delete it and i was called a freak throughout the day and told to seek mental help all because i had made an edit and was proud of it. –

i’m 115% sure that if tyler doesn’t mind his face being swapped with his daughters that he doesn’t mind edits being made of her. they brought her to social media and know that there are people who will edit their daughter and if they didn’t want that or know about it–

they would’ve kept her out of view of the clique and everything else.
out of all rosie edits, mine was attacked the most and to not seem like hypocrites the clique then went and attacked those who have had edits posted for MONTHS and or weeks without an issue.–

i hope those reading this can see where i am coming from.
cancel culture is so toxic and not worth wasting time on and that seems to be what the entire twitter clique is about. i have never had an issue elsewhere other than what stems from on here.
after the drama–

last month i decided to make my account private and wipe away anything that had to do with me in order to prevent anything like this ever happening again but people had ended up finding my account anyways.
all i want is to stay out of drama but yet it keeps finding me–

i had never intended for yesterday to happen and never thought about the consequences of making a simple edit would have on my mental health and my self esteem.
i figured if i were to show i was stronger by fighting back that people would eventually give up but it didn’t work-

so i figured i would just delete the edit because i knew it was only going to get worse.
please think about what you say to someone and be kind because we all support a band that values mental health over anything else and if you’re going to have a fan account dedicated–

to that band then you better respect the same values that they do. we all have our own issues going on and mass attacking someone when you don’t know what is going on in their life is anything but helpful.
next time maybe message someone before tweeting at them to–

die or to kill themselves over something that could’ve been handled over direct messages.

i just wanted to come out and say that because i feel mentally and physically drained after having so much hate coming at me in all directions when i had never meant for it to even happen–

so i thank you for taking the time to read this thread and i’m sorry if i offended you by making an edit of Rosie, i had no intent of doing that.

please stop bringing up old drama that has been sorted out as people keep saying they want me to change from who i was–

then but yet continue to mention all i’ve done wrong in the past. i promise you that i have worked through it with the people who have been involved and have also been doing my part with my therapist on becoming a better person.
we all make mistakes and just like everyone else–

i need to learn from them and grow but when i’m reminded constantly of the wrongs i’ve done it isn’t very helpful.

please just be respectful.

this came out longer than i expected so i appreciate it if you actually read it. once again, i am sorry if i offended you by the edit i had made and i hope you don’t hold it against me.

please, let’s all just respect each other and stream trees for clear skin.
thanks (:

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