my monbebe life: (A THREAD)

- a k-mbb shamed me in a international chatroom in a fricking app for not having albums. even tried to make me feel insecure about myself. she even asked me if i was a real monbebe.

- i went solo again after that incident since i am used to being alone and eventually gets sick after making friends with sweets, cold food and drinks and even the carbonated ones and also eating ice cubes and junk foods, basically abusing myself by not looking after what i eat

- i got sick, and yeah. i have this certain event that i cannot go to cuz of that. making me have the worst/cursed day in the calendar for me. i still regret that day until now.

- years later, still solo, graduated from my former school and transfereed to a university. i got 2 friends, but from different fandom. i appreciate them soooo much! technically i'm not ridin' solo anymore but i'm the only monbebe

- started collecting stuff at 12th grade, felt like Vin Diesel so started to try to be friends with other monbebe but i just can't because i still feel ashamed on what happened to me on the past 2 incidents.

- present time. i suddenly got pessimistic, felt really sad and angry at myself, i also felt insecure about my appearance. i had monbebe friends but i'm still wondering why they are still friends with me despite having everything while i got empty hands.

(end of thread)