congratulations! i& #39;ve reached my fucking limit with these online classes! i& #39;m so fucking tired of gpa& #39;s, i& #39;m so fucking tired of feeling so lost, i& #39;m sick of shaking all the time, i& #39;m sick of being awake until 7 am and asleep until 4 pm.

tired of trying to say that i& #39;ve made progress in therapy but i& #39;ve really just bullshitted my way through this. i& #39;m so sick of school. i want to drop out so badly.

every time i rant like this i always feel like shit after because someone& #39;s going to read this one way or another.

i& #39;m so done with drumline. i love it with ever fiber of my being but i hate the way i look in the uniforms. i hate how hard i have to strive to just be able to find motivation to even meet the minimum requirement to even be in the activity.

i& #39;m trying so hard. they said it& #39;d be better in a year. it& #39;s the same, just more complex. thanks to all this, i have a constant fucking fog in my head and have to lie to myself, desperately wanting to believe that i& #39;ve made progress.

i& #39;m so FUCKING done.