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I dont like complaining about personal shit because I don& #39;t like sharing about my personal family life very much but since I dont really have people on this sm lmao
I& #39;ve literally filed paperwork for my mom& #39;s medical assistance back in early March and got a phone call last week that they havent recieved from paperwork and I was like what the fuck
And I was like I sent in EVERYTHING AND u have someone in charge of my case. He kept saying they have nothing and I mean I wanna make sure it& #39;s not the same one so I was like okay please send then forward.
I get them and it& #39;s THE SAME disability paperwork I filed in March and had sent out TWICE already. This is the third time. I& #39;m so fucking livid. How do these people not know how to do their fucking jobs? I& #39;m SO ANGRY. Literially doing the SAME paperwork 10 times.
Different departments claiming the dont have those very paperwork and sending them in AGAIN. It& #39;s almost June and we& #39;re paying the hospital bills in full force although I don& #39;t try to show it cus it hits my parents, it& #39;s still so fucking hard to see the bills pour in
I was literally half asleep so I never got the name of the guy who called so I could transfer him over to the woman who is "helping" me but seriously I& #39;m so stressed how am I even doing this all alone
Doing paperwork isn& #39;t hard anymore, I just push through, but it gives me so much fucking anxiety because I don& #39;t even know what I don& #39;t know. I just idk man. Gonna call this lady first thing in the morning and figure out what& #39;s going on.
I need a drink and vacation.
Sometimes I forget that I& #39;ve never had a normal mom nor will so ever have one so it& #39;s was so hard for me to tell my mom happy mother& #39;s day today without choking on those words and I& #39;m sincerely envious of people with loving or ordinary moms.
But I& #39;m also happy that out there somewhere and amongst my friends, they have a beautiful and kind mom that loves and supports them. I just really, really have to be enthusiastic and push forward. It& #39;s not hard to do so, but sometimes I just need to down some wine LMAO
I really, really love sword boys lmao
I& #39;ll probably delete this thread later I just really need to take a deep breath and down a glass of shittyass wine.
