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I dont like complaining about personal shit because I don't like sharing about my personal family life very much but since I dont really have people on this sm lmao
I've literally filed paperwork for my mom's medical assistance back in early March and got a phone call last week that they havent recieved from paperwork and I was like what the fuck
And I was like I sent in EVERYTHING AND u have someone in charge of my case. He kept saying they have nothing and I mean I wanna make sure it's not the same one so I was like okay please send then forward.
I get them and it's THE SAME disability paperwork I filed in March and had sent out TWICE already. This is the third time. I'm so fucking livid. How do these people not know how to do their fucking jobs? I'm SO ANGRY. Literially doing the SAME paperwork 10 times.
Different departments claiming the dont have those very paperwork and sending them in AGAIN. It's almost June and we're paying the hospital bills in full force although I don't try to show it cus it hits my parents, it's still so fucking hard to see the bills pour in
I was literally half asleep so I never got the name of the guy who called so I could transfer him over to the woman who is "helping" me but seriously I'm so stressed how am I even doing this all alone
Doing paperwork isn't hard anymore, I just push through, but it gives me so much fucking anxiety because I don't even know what I don't know. I just idk man. Gonna call this lady first thing in the morning and figure out what's going on.
I need a drink and vacation.
Sometimes I forget that I've never had a normal mom nor will so ever have one so it's was so hard for me to tell my mom happy mother's day today without choking on those words and I'm sincerely envious of people with loving or ordinary moms.
But I'm also happy that out there somewhere and amongst my friends, they have a beautiful and kind mom that loves and supports them. I just really, really have to be enthusiastic and push forward. It's not hard to do so, but sometimes I just need to down some wine LMAO
I really, really love sword boys lmao
I'll probably delete this thread later I just really need to take a deep breath and down a glass of shittyass wine.
