Hey thimkers , do you mind if i use this tweet as a thread to just rant real quick ?

Im not good at expressing stuff but ill try cause i want to get it out. So i love smp and smptwt and loads of other content creators. And i support them in loads of the things they do because i really enjoy it. But i feel really disconnected from everyything in a way. Like if +

Someone was streaming and then i dont watch it bbecause im busy and people talk abbout stuff that happened in that stream i feel kinda upset cause i missed it. It just feels really disheartening(??) And i really appreciate all my mutuals and friends ive made on here and how +

Much they support me and cheer me on. And i really love all of you thimkersz! But i still just feel really disconnected and like im missing out on so much. Like i dont deserve the stuff i ahve now but i also. Want to feel more. Maybe its selfish. +

I dont really know how to explain it. But thats all for now. I hope this didnt bother any of you and if i need to rant again ill come back to this thread. Sorry