LIVING AS A CATHOLIC WITH A SEVERE MENTAL ILLNESS IS WEIRD AND CONFUSING TO NAVIGATE

vocational talks? ANXIETY INDUCING

God's will? IS IT JUST MY PARANOIA THAT IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR IS IT GOD

motivation to not be lazy? i have depression so uh

emotional connection to the spiritual life? haven't had that in over five years because the first time WAS MANIA

idk i guess im just tired of retreat talk and new catholic talk about emotions because not everyone is neurotypical and i feel like sometimes the church acts like her teachings are written for the able minded

while i know this is not the case and my brokenness and confusion has a place in the church, it can be tiring. very tiring.