I feel mess i feel trash i feel nobody . Music can’t make my dreams come true tho- why i need listen to it? Huhh.. I don’t want to belong here, listen music doesn’t helping ,feel inspired? But no support..who want help me..i have nobody could help tho—family?Doesn’t makesense

Why they want help me whereas they make me like now.. all i could do is keep my dreams bcoming like a haze, hahha..my talents slowly get disappear tho cuz I don’t have a proper place to throw it away. I might do nothing to change this cuz i have no right place to express it.

All my talents dreams .. i let them become trashes slowly, it’s so pathetic why i keep dreaming abt them.

I’m really jealous but who am i to compare the other.. i’m too useless to get appreciated . Just like.. what i made to you guys to make me being appreciated, all i feel is just being used . I’m tired helping other but what all i got was tiredness but not what i want at all.

I want my talents bring my dreams come true.. but I couldn’t—

I knew it now...a talented one will shine bright when they’re surrounded by talented and supportive people. i’m happy for them who in that place..but sorry 4 myself.. dancing alone,make music alone..and my drawings ..haha, it doesn’t look like it used to be anymore.
@Stray_Kids

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