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I know that last mother& #39;s day that I made a joke tweet with the punchline being an inside joke " #antimomsquad", but my mom is an awful person, she has done irreversible damage to my mental health by mentally and physically abusing me, (1/13)
She used to throw the biggest fits ever, I saw so many broken things around the house that I thought that it was normal, I have vivid memories of her screaming at me at age 5 for asking for food, I still flinch whenever talking to her while she is doing(2/13)
something, she also partially (it is catching up, I hope.) stunted my emotional development by not allowing me to talk to kids my age for the majority of my life, and keeping me inside the house, there was never something abnormal to outside my house, (3/13)
like, there was nothing for her to be scared of me being around, I did not live in an unsafe area; she just did not allow me to leave the house unless I was with her, I seemed to have forgotten just now that I was " #homeschooled" until the end of (4/13)
8th grade, I just turned 15 last month, that was last year; I thank my dad that I was able to learn through technology (YouTube, communicating to people online).
My mom always kept me behind on things "oh you will learn on your own!" but these were (5/13)
My mom always kept me behind on things "oh you will learn on your own!" but these were (5/13)
Important things, I did not learn to read until I was 8, all my friends (that were younger) learned when they were 6, I asked my mom why I could not learn things and she just told me that all schools were abusive, and always tried to force what she (6/13)
Believed on me, like she said "so you know how these kids programs on tv say to give your kids shots? Well I do not believe in that", yep, she is anti-vax too (my dad is not so there is hope that I might be vaccinated soon) (7/13)
As of 2017 I have been doing some research on cults and cult behaviors, my mom certainly has some cult behaviors such as acting overly happy and nice around strangers so that they like her, it sickens me and I hate it so much. (8/13)
I am not self-diagnosing, but I feel like I have PTSD related to her, ever since I was younger and heard a scream that sounded like it was directed towards someone I would tense up, and notably when I was around my 8th grade PE teacher (9/13)
That kind of resembled my mom (short, old, skinny white lady) I was always really nervous but she actually nice, I hated it. I also sometimes get kind of envious when I see things about nice moms like "why can I not have a mommy?" (10/13)
When my parents split up my dad& #39;s girlfriend moved to our state and she is really nice and supportive, I started calling her my mom but then my bio mom got really mad at me, and even started getting openly rude towards me. (11/13)
I made this thread to show that this is happening and this is the most I am open about sharing, I am trying to move out as soon as possible or be with my dad full time, when I am older I want to be a vaccine advocate and spread awareness about stuff. (12/13)
I have to see her in a bit, I believe she is just picking something up though. (13/13)
