It& #39;s the middle of the night. I& #39;m lying in bed right now crying. I know myself and I know that staying over other people& #39;s places is torture for me. But I still do it because it feels fun in the moment. I really shouldn& #39;t do it ever again

I can& #39;t sleep, I& #39;m so uncomfortable, I& #39;m dreaming of my home and my own bed. I& #39;m dreaming of a shower and a tooth brush. I& #39;m dreaming of some personal space and not laying in bed being unable to turn around because my friend is sleeping so close to me

I know myself, I& #39;m an introvert and I need so much personal space and time. This right now feels like hell. I can& #39;t wait till the night is over

Why do I always do this to myself? I guess this thread will be a reminder to never say yes to sleeping over just because some cute girl asks me to. Because I& #39;m pretty sure she& #39;s fast asleep right now. And I& #39;m lying side awake counting minutes and hours till I can go home

It& #39;s still at least 8 hours till morning and I can& #39;t fall asleep. I dont know what to do. I& #39;m exhausted and drained of any energy and yet every time I try to close my eyes and fall asleep tears come running down my face