It's the middle of the night. I'm lying in bed right now crying. I know myself and I know that staying over other people's places is torture for me. But I still do it because it feels fun in the moment. I really shouldn't do it ever again

I can't sleep, I'm so uncomfortable, I'm dreaming of my home and my own bed. I'm dreaming of a shower and a tooth brush. I'm dreaming of some personal space and not laying in bed being unable to turn around because my friend is sleeping so close to me

I know myself, I'm an introvert and I need so much personal space and time. This right now feels like hell. I can't wait till the night is over

Why do I always do this to myself? I guess this thread will be a reminder to never say yes to sleeping over just because some cute girl asks me to. Because I'm pretty sure she's fast asleep right now. And I'm lying side awake counting minutes and hours till I can go home

It's still at least 8 hours till morning and I can't fall asleep. I dont know what to do. I'm exhausted and drained of any energy and yet every time I try to close my eyes and fall asleep tears come running down my face