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Okay, okay so I think I just had like an anxiety attack, I'm pretty sure that's what it was. Silver lining, no one noticed and I managed to not cry despite really needing to.
But I have a couple things to say right now.
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Okay, okay so I think I just had like an anxiety attack, I'm pretty sure that's what it was. Silver lining, no one noticed and I managed to not cry despite really needing to.
But I have a couple things to say right now.
CW / TW , mentions of grooming
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First of all, for f*cks sake use CWs I hate y'all so much.
Second, please if you are 14, dating a 17 yr old is not a normal age gap. I know you're both teenagers, but you are nowhere near as developed physically or mentally
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First of all, for f*cks sake use CWs I hate y'all so much.
Second, please if you are 14, dating a 17 yr old is not a normal age gap. I know you're both teenagers, but you are nowhere near as developed physically or mentally
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as them.
Trust me, the younger you are, the more important age gaps are.
When I was fourteen I remember that seventeen year olds were basically adults to me and they treated me like a little kid, which while kinda
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as them.
Trust me, the younger you are, the more important age gaps are.
When I was fourteen I remember that seventeen year olds were basically adults to me and they treated me like a little kid, which while kinda
CW / TW , mentions of grooming
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annoying at the time, now that I know from personal experience why age gaps are so important and trying to wrestle with my experience everyday and having anxiety attacks just because some random piece of sht followed me,
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annoying at the time, now that I know from personal experience why age gaps are so important and trying to wrestle with my experience everyday and having anxiety attacks just because some random piece of sht followed me,
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I appreciate that they treated me like a little kid. I felt a lot safer then.
I was 13 and he was 19 so I know that *sounds* a bit more severe than 17 and 14 but trust me, the 17 yr old knows just as much as my 19 yr old did
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I appreciate that they treated me like a little kid. I felt a lot safer then.
I was 13 and he was 19 so I know that *sounds* a bit more severe than 17 and 14 but trust me, the 17 yr old knows just as much as my 19 yr old did
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Idk if this thread is really gonna help anyone, I don't think it would've helped me if I'm being honest. I knew it was wrong the whole time, but I was manipulated, a lot. And I guess that's not my fault.
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Idk if this thread is really gonna help anyone, I don't think it would've helped me if I'm being honest. I knew it was wrong the whole time, but I was manipulated, a lot. And I guess that's not my fault.
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But I just really don't want anyone else to feel the way I feel right now. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, so knowing that right now there are kids that are going through what I went through, I just wish I knew
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But I just really don't want anyone else to feel the way I feel right now. I wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy, so knowing that right now there are kids that are going through what I went through, I just wish I knew
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the right thing to say for you.
I'm sorry, I guess. I know this whole thread probably feels pretty ridiculous to you and maybe you think it's patronizing and wrong.
But it's not, it's really not, and I can't even say with
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the right thing to say for you.
I'm sorry, I guess. I know this whole thread probably feels pretty ridiculous to you and maybe you think it's patronizing and wrong.
But it's not, it's really not, and I can't even say with
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certainty you'll understand why later, because some people never end up understanding. I almost didn't, I made lots of excuses for him for a very long time. That's not really my fault either.
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certainty you'll understand why later, because some people never end up understanding. I almost didn't, I made lots of excuses for him for a very long time. That's not really my fault either.
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Y'know, I thought I was going through the worst of "really processing it" last year.
I guess I didn't do sht last year because this feels so bad. I kinda pushed it to the back of my mind last year, not interacting with people helped
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Y'know, I thought I was going through the worst of "really processing it" last year.
I guess I didn't do sht last year because this feels so bad. I kinda pushed it to the back of my mind last year, not interacting with people helped
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Me do that I guess. But this year, I was lonely, so I got back on Twitter to interact with people more often and interacting with people more was bound to bring up memories more often. Especially when people don't use cw's or tws
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Me do that I guess. But this year, I was lonely, so I got back on Twitter to interact with people more often and interacting with people more was bound to bring up memories more often. Especially when people don't use cw's or tws
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Its like no matter what I do, he won't leave me the hell alone, even though we haven't spoken in years. I think about it and how I feel about him like constantly. I just wish I could be normal David miserable, not this kind of miserable
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Its like no matter what I do, he won't leave me the hell alone, even though we haven't spoken in years. I think about it and how I feel about him like constantly. I just wish I could be normal David miserable, not this kind of miserable
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I wish I had someone I felt comfortable talking about it with, but there's no one who I want to have a real conversation about it with so I have to write these cryptic Twitter threads just so I don't explode from the pressure of being
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I wish I had someone I felt comfortable talking about it with, but there's no one who I want to have a real conversation about it with so I have to write these cryptic Twitter threads just so I don't explode from the pressure of being
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one of a small handful of people to know what happened and definitely being the only one to think about it constantly.
Hh okay, I think I'm done rambling now, I'll post something positive to make up for whatever this was'ing on main later
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one of a small handful of people to know what happened and definitely being the only one to think about it constantly.
Hh okay, I think I'm done rambling now, I'll post something positive to make up for whatever this was'ing on main later
