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(1) 2 years ago, if i had been overthinking too much i would most likely run to my boyfriend back then and try to help me overcome those thoughts and fears that I can& #39;t bear to keep, but hindi yun yung nangyayari, he will always tell me na "ang drama mo" "tang***ano na naman"
(2) I will always feel such a burden to him and also to everyone, because he made me feel that my thoughts and feelings doesn& #39;t matter. He told me I was weak and I believed him.
(3) When I realized he was cheating, I confronted him. And he denied it. Back then I was stupid enough to give him the benefit of the doubt, because I trusted him I wanted to believe na hindi niya ako niloloko. Kahit deep down I already knew.
(4) Pero grabe talaga yung lengths that people will go through to deny what they did kahit ginawa naman talaga nila.
(5) Ah but this thread was supposed to be good, and yes it is, i survived that!! it wasn& #39;t easy, ilang beses ako nadapa and nawala. But i found myself, and i actually learned to love myself. Hindi ko na inisip na di ako kamahal mahal, and di ako kaya piliin.
(6) Someone proved me wrong. And made me believe na I can be loved and that no matter what he will always choose to be patient and love me no matter what. It wasn& #39;t easy, I know I wasn& #39;t easy for him too. Maraming times na nararamdaman ko na susuko na siya pero he didn& #39;t.
(7) He stayed and he chose me. He choose to love me at my worst, especially the times na naffeel ko na I wasn& #39;t worthy of his love, he chose to love me more. And because of that love, nakita ko kung ano nakita niya sa akin. I realized I am worth not only his love but mine too.
(8) Ang cheesy and cliche but because of his love and patience and kindness to me, nakita ko why I deserved his love and that I& #39;ve been missing out on loving someone like me.
