There's something I've been praying for continously, from tahajjud to keeping nafl fasts since 1 n half year so that it gets fulfilled (mohabbat aur shaadiyo ke elawa b duaein hoti hai). Alas! It didn't, I was broken and completely gave up. Today, I don't pray for it.

But then, suddenly when I gave up, gathered all the courage, accepted Allah swt's qadr and walked away. I was mentally prepared that it was useless and had no goodness and therefore, Allah swt did not grant me it. 3 days ago, out of nowhere, the doors opened.

I was astonished. It happened so fast. It happened when I gave up, when I thought it's useless to pray about that specific thing. I was surprised. I didn't want it anymore. There you go! It's front of me. And then next second I come across this! SubhanAllahhh!