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This same thing happens to me if i got hurt by an idol or a group but then slowly as time pass by, i can start listening to their songs again. I was hurt but my love is still there, i got hurt because i love them and after some time i get to accept what is inevitable. 
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Just wanna share some of my experience..
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When cube suddenly announced Eunkwang& #39;s enlistment, i was really upset to cube & H-H. Melodies who were there that time would probably get why i felt that, yes, that issue. I felt really sad, it was so sudden. I cant listen to btob& #39;s songs and even to ptg& #39;s since that happened.
few months passed, changsub& #39;s enlistment date was released. My first bias to enlist. It was so hard to send off a bias. I even cant listen much to his released solo album. Same with minhyuk https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😩" title="Weary face" aria-label="Emoji: Weary face"> i also feel sad bc i cant even attend the send off party :(
But after sometime, i was+
But after sometime, i was+
able to listen to them again. I miss them. I know they will be back and even before, i know this event will come. I can listen to them but i cant help not to miss them everytime i hear their songs. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> I felt secured & assured w/ BTOB and Melody so i have nothing to worry https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💙" title="Blue heart" aria-label="Emoji: Blue heart">
When Woojin out of the blue left stray kids, i was deeply hurt and i felt betrayed. I blamed jyp the most. I had a lot of questions. As time pass by, i heard some rumors from kstays about the reason of leaving. When Chan finally mustered his courage to talk about it, i confirmed+
what i heard from before and finally fully accepts it. Since he left, i never listened to their songs. I dont want to hear his voice (i was that hurt) gladly skz released skz2020. They re-recorded most of their tracks. But i wasnt able to listen to those on the day of release. +
It took me week to listen to the songs. And tbh i havent listen to IAY upto this day. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😐" title="Neutral face" aria-label="Emoji: Neutral face">
When Wonho left monsta x, i cant help but to get hurt too. But on his case, since i know him for years, i understand him, why he did that. And same thing, even though i was able to accept that thing faster than the others, i stop listening to their songs for the mean time. They +
just started in promoting their cb album but it& #39;s hard to watch their stages especially the Find You stage https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face"> When the special video for find you was released, i cried in happiness bc woah the dramarama story continues, i cry bc of hyungwon& #39;s role but after wonho left, i cry +
because of him. He& #39;s the sweetest in monsta x and i miss him. He left for the sake of mx, im happy he& #39;s back as a solo. And im also glad that they really have a good brotherhood and still goes out as 7.
Today, i can freely listen to them without feeling hurt.https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥰" title="Smiling face with 3 hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Smiling face with 3 hearts">
Today, i can freely listen to them without feeling hurt.
There& #39;s another, B1A4. I felt really hurt when jinyoung left them (followed by baro). Just on their 7th yr anniv, JY promised to stay for more years yet he& #39;s the one who left us :( I was slowly accepting it but during the time Sandeul told us how he felt about it, i was hurt +
even more. He said, he cried for month and cant even leave his house. It really breaks my heart. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart"> But today, his energy is back, he is working again and even had a solo comeback, im so happy about it. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💚" title="Green heart" aria-label="Emoji: Green heart">
Last october 2019, aside from woojin and wonho, there& #39;s one more who left a group. Hwall. I& #39;m not even a big fan of the boyz that time but i also felt sad and even cried when i read his letter. Seeing updates lately from him that he is still in contact with the members joys me +
especially when he met with haknyeon last holiday. During my & #39;knowing tbz days& #39; i got to know more about him. By watching him, i thought that if i was already a deobi on that time he left, like how i was able to accept wonho& #39;s departure, i think i can accept it faster too but
also cant help it but to be sad as well. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😶" title="Face without mouth" aria-label="Emoji: Face without mouth">
