honestly, full deadass seriousness, I keep trying to work on my assignments but I literally can& #39;t, it feels impossible to work on anything and I& #39;m trying so hard it& #39;s exhausting, I usually fall back and blame it on having ADD but like I can& #39;t get any treatment cause of what& #39;s-

going on rn and I& #39;m honestly so tired and I feel like an absolute failure like why can& #39;t I just work why isn& #39;t all this stress forcing me to work, I& #39;m overdue on so many things leh ba3d ma hasset 3a dame I& #39;m truly stumped I hate this so much

what& #39;s even worse is I don& #39;t know how to explain to my professors, i tried talking to stupid counseling center and they told me to exercise and sleep better while they& #39;d "help out with deadlines" none of that happened and I just always feel embarrassed, I even stopped showing up-

To a class cause I couldn& #39;t even face my professor (I still haven& #39;t submitted my midterm, mind you the final is due today) I just....yea I think I got most of it off my chest, it won& #39;t help but ig it& #39;s a start idk

for reference this is all the work I& #39;ve done in the past 4 days, this final was due 3 days ago, I fucking adore the course but that& #39;s it, that& #39;s all I got

just ignore at this point I& #39;m just ranting, to top it all of this was the semester I was going to get my shit together and raise my GPA so I can transfer to the major I actually want (and save myself from probation 2) and it breaks me that I& #39;m not going to achieve that