oKaY kAsaLaNaN kO kaSi nAnG-gHosT aKo
but i needed time for myself to reflect on everything and i cant bear with my conscience anymore
And that should not be a reason to judt ghost anyone
is it ghosting when there’s no emotional attachment on his side in the first place? A friend told me ghosting is when you just stop talking to a person, with or without emotional attachment, with no apparent reason and left them wondering why... thats ghosting
i dont want to talk to my friends about this so here i am talking eith myself, listening on what my heart and brain want AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO FOLLOW???? Should i take the risk to leave a message to him or choose to be rational and leave him be????
ARGH THIS DAY WILL END IN JUST A FEW HOURS AND MOTHERS DAY WILL BE OVER. I HAVE NO REASON TO CHAT HIM ANYMORE. I SHOULD MAKE UP MY MIND RIGHT NOW
i know you dont have feelings for me and im not sure with mine but ahjaksnk all i know is that i miss talking to you, i miss waking up to look forward to your message, i miss flirting with you even tho you dont flirt back because you said you know im just joking and NoT SeRiOus
I miss sending selfies while waiting for yours, i miss ranting to you about life, i miss the memes you are sending to me, i miss your advice, i miss you saying good morning and good night, i miss your smile and most importantly... i miss you and i dont know what to do about it
I just dont want to involve with you in a RoMaNTic wAy because i know you still love her and you just need someone to be there, a companion and i’m just here to fill that spot. I know my place. I know i dont have any rights to demand but i want to yet.. i still wont.
I dont have the balls to say this all to you... our situation is fucked up... thats why im making this thread here in my stan twt and not on my main account. I want to stay away to... issues... people... judgment... especially... pain