I speak to myself because nobody else will.
I have some fears, but not many.
...I& #39;m proud of myself for that.
Though, in personal experience, it doesn& #39;t really matter much.
Nobodys just going to try to scare you out of the blue. If their not an asshole that is.
Just stay invisible to all. It& #39;s easy once you get used to it.
Friendship doesn& #39;t come easy for me because of this, though I& #39;ve never particularly cared.
I& #39;ve never felt lonely. It& #39;s weird yet something that& #39;s become just... normal, throughout the years.
From what I& #39;ve seen others complain about not having people, I can say that I& #39;m glad I& #39;m not that dependent on people.
Though my family can be nice, sometimes.
Sometimes.
Homophobia and shit run rampant like waves of rage throughout my family& #39;s heritige. As someone who just wants to be accepted, it hurts.
Sometimes, I even wanna die. I won& #39;t though. Too much of a baby to go through with it on the off chance that hell is real and eternal torture awaits my sinful soul.
...religions a bitch
A gigantic whore.
Something that& #39;s gotten into my psyche way too much. Something to make me be kept In fear.
I wouldn& #39;t outright say I hate it, but it could be better. People could be better. But they won& #39;t! And its terrifying and horrible.
Haha its 4 am
Will I go to sleep? Who knows. Wouldn& #39;t matter anyway. Nothing matters much anymore.
....my eye hurts. Twitches, even. I& #39;m being fancy with my word choice.
Who would& #39;ve known.
I hate america.
Why do people hate people like me? I mean, were all people. I feel like they forgot that.
Why are people looking at this thread lol. I mean, at least people are somewhat respectful of this by not rting it but..feels weird lol