honestly my favorite tropes are really common yet I still get emotional when something I watch has them, like just realizing community is found family and has a character like jeff, I can't believe it

of course it's not the only reason I love the show. I just think it's really perfect, the right blend of comedy, heart, meta and edge. so having those tropes on top... I'm just really happy I started it and found out about this

of course nothing can ever be perfect so they had to end Jeff's arc in s4 at its worst, but despite that it's still an amazing series and I can't believe how much of an impact it has had

I feel like when I watched deadpool for the first time and absolutely fucking fell in LOVE with it and him. just the genre, then dp2 elevated it immensely with found family. and of course the comics. it feels so amazing and special to find something you love this much

I always wonder if this time will be the last, because of how special and perfect it feels every time. will something else that exist ever be able to touch me like this without being a copy? it's so rare

I've watched oh so many things and not cared much for them afterwards, I've watched thing and liked them, or disliked them. but falling in love is different

I liked YOU a lot, I liked mythic quest a lot. two things I genuinely enjoy a great amount. still they got nothing on the things that gave me a fixation. but that doesn't cut it either

I have had fixations on things I don't give a shit about now. but when something has the power to stay relevant in your brain constantly and endlessly... that simply doesn't happen a lot. and it's amazing idk. I'm scared I'll never find anything else I love like this again

I didn't even think it was possible for me to fixate on a movie before I watched deadpool. it had never happened

sometimes I like the tone of something a lot so I keep thinking about it, like venom, but I wouldn't compare my love for venom (the movie specifically. not comics) to dp or community, they're different kinds. idk it's complicated man

i just really appreciate that I live in a world where it's possible for me to find stories that I resonate so deeply with

I mean himym ended like 6 years ago and I still think about it so fucking much, it legit shaped who I am as a person