i am so terrified for when things get back to “normal”. i am so used to going at such a fast pace, with two jobs and full time classes, and im just not sure how im going to be able to handle all of that if thats still how things will go

throughout quarantine its been weird navigating not placing all my self-worth in my productivity/busy schedule, and im still doing so, except now im terrified for when i get to do the things i normally do again

though i’m struggling a lot more than i’d like to admit financially/mentally/physically/etc, i don’t take for granted the fact that i’m lucky enough to be home. i’ve found a lot of solace in my favorite hobbies that i haven’t had the time to do which is definitely a plus

i guess im just worried cause even though i miss my routines, i’m scared our culture’s eager to get back to the rush we’re used to, especially new yorkers. i’m really not putting much thought into this thread cause its 3:30am and im very anxious but thank you for putting up w/ me