I think the classic "HSTS" dysphoria is something that is just... intertwined with being homosexual, unfortunately.
Beyond social roles and beyond homophobia.
Being gay in a body that& #39;s technically "built" for heterosexual reproduction is — excuse me — a mindfuck.
Beyond social roles and beyond homophobia.
Being gay in a body that& #39;s technically "built" for heterosexual reproduction is — excuse me — a mindfuck.
That& #39;s an aspect of sex dysphoria that is just... there because I& #39;m a lesbian. I think I would have felt that way even if I had never internalized homophobia the way I did, and I don& #39;t think it could have ever completely gone away had I not transitioned (even though I regret it).
I think I could have dealt with it in a better / less physically harmful way eventually — if I hadn& #39;t been encouraged to just interpret it all as "you have a male brain, the rest of you is wrong but surgery will fix it".
Surgery did "fix" it(?) but it also robbed me of so much.
Surgery did "fix" it(?) but it also robbed me of so much.