deciding to start the untamed this saturday mostly by just hovering too long over the play button and deciding i... might as well?

i shouldn't have done this to myself.... google says that i'm abt to watch THIRTY EPISODES OF FLASHBACK. WHY DID THEY START ME IN THE PRESENT THEN KAJFJSJC

my new response to everything now is "how boring" thanks to wangji

this is literally my fave ship dynamic every scene makes me want to D I E but in the good way!!!

also wei wuxian is a sunshine idiot boy and. we have to stan.

i watched 8 episodes today skfjsj this is just like when i started meteor garden except two years later i'm still watching meteor garden but i'm def gonna binge the untamed until i'm done

LET'S TALK ABT HOW QUICKLY I GOT ATTACHED TO MENG YAO AND HOW DEVASTATED I AM THAT NIE MINGJUE BANISHED HIM

i can't wait to see who murders wen chao, i hope it's lan zhan

also let's talk about how i got REALLY EMOTIONAL when lan zhan tried to protect wei wing from wen chao, i'm not crying YOU'RE CRYING

i keep thinking i'm getting devastated too early by this drama but then i remember i'm technically a third of the way through with the flashback so it? makes sense? except not rly bc everything makes me VERY SAD

I JUST CRIED FOR 15 STRAIGHT MINUTES WTF IS THE CAVE SCENE IT LITERALLY TOOK ME INTO FIVE DIFFERENT EMOTIONS!!!!!!!!

and the song...... was called....... wangxian..... i want to KERMIT

AND THEN LAN WANJI LEFT!!!! AGAIN????? I GET HE HAS DUTIES BUT HE KEEPS LEAVING WEI WUXIAN KSDJJSJ

OKAY THIS SWORD THO.... IS BAD NEWS IS THIS HOW WEI GOES "EVIL" I'M DKDJD

me watching this entire messy jiang clan scene, SHOOKETH

well episode 15 can just CHOKE i'm SICK of being SAD now

cool episode 16 just GETS WORSE and google says no wangxian content until ep 22 so this is F U N

i'm watching four episodes a night bc i'm gonna finish this before i start going back to work and these eps left me feeling even more drained than i felt before i started sjfjsjf i HATE ANGST

I DIDN'T WATCH MY EPISODES YESTERDAY BC YESTERDAY SUCKED AND I DIDN'T NEED TO BE MORE DEPRESSED BY ANGST. TODAY, HOWEVER......

I'M VERY UPSET HOW DID I GO FROM ANGST AND FILLER TO TORTURE AND BEING UNABLE TO CATCH MY BREATH BC I'M SO SHOOK

ALSO I'M VERY MAD AT WEI WUXIAN I'M GONNA FIGHT HIM FOR WANJI

anyway...... i gotta keep going i'll watch 2 more tonight bc i'm????? shaken????

i take it back i can't watch 22 anymore i'm TOO STRESSED. anyway..... only 12 more eps of flashback and i'm

i feel like i've never seen a fantasy drama (any drama) with production quality as good as the untamed??? like every single thing is just so well done that i could cry just over aesthetic perfection, completely disregarding plot!?

HELLO I'M BACK AFTER TWO DAYS OF PRETENDING LIKE THE UNTAMED DOESN'T EXIST BC I DON'T WANNA SUFFER BUT! THE SHOW FOLLOWED ME INTO MY DREAMS AND ALSO I REALLY WANNA FINISH BEFORE I GO BACK TO WORK!

*icandoit.mp3*

ugh everytime i start the show again i remember that sean xiao is SO FRICKIN CUTE as wuxian that i could DIE.

is this how bella felt all the time in twilight, being dazzled by edward? bc if so... i get it now

WOW THE MENG YAO THING RLY CAME BACK TO BITE CLAN LEADER NIE IN THE ASS, HUH

I DIDN'T WANNA BE RIGHT ABT WUXIAN FUCK FUCK FUCK

MENG FRICKIN YAO!!!!!!!!!!

I'M TRYING NOT TO LOSE IT BUT I'M ON THE EDGE DJFJSJF HE CAME TO PLAY FOR HIM FOR THREE FRICKIN DAYS

me every five minutes sounding like a dying cow bc EVERYTHING HURTS

okay so meng yao might...... be a rat

wanji is gonna send me to my GRAVE he wants to save wuxian SO BAD

THIS ENTIRE SCENE IN THE HUNT... I AM ON THE VERGE OF PASSING TF OUT JFC

WEI YING NO

on god... this drama will murder me like i might actually d i e from stress

wanji said ain't nobody gonna talk shit abt my man even if he MAY BE turning into a demonic cultivator!

WEN NING DIDN'T DESERVE IT HE WAS A GOOD PERSON SHFHSHFJ

WHAT... THE ACTUAL... FUCK JUST HAPPENED

OH NO WANJI YOU'RE TOO LATE

there are not enough words to encompass the peak devastation i just suffered at the start of ep 27

OKAY LET'S PUT SOME RESPECT ON MIANMIAN'S NAME

just started ep 29 and she said your heart? ripped 2 pieces !

WEI WUXIAN JUST WANTS TO DO GOOD AND BE GOOD IT'S NOT ALL HIS FAULT HE EVEN USES THE AMULET I'M GONNA FRICKIN KMS

ep. 29 ended juuuuust right... i'm almost @ the end of the flashback which means i'll be suffering for the next few eps SO stopping there for tonight!!!

me, returning to watch (what i presume is) the final four episodes of flashback and, honestly, i'm SUPER DUPER NOT OKAY

me watching wei wuxian die without knowing him in the first minutes of the drama vs me knowing i have to watch wei wuxian die knowing everything that's happened to him and knowing he's only done what he did to be morally just and good

NOTHING BAD SHOULD HAVE EVER HAPPENED TO HIM!!!!!!!! THE WORLD IS CRUEL!!!!!!!!!!!

me two seconds into seeing wei ying with yanli again

THIS ENTIRE EPISODE RICOCHETING ME FROM SHEER JOY TO DEVASTATED NOSTALGIA WHAT THE FUCK

god meng yao rly is a rat idk what he's got planned but it will not be good

what has me more shook, wangji sassing jin zixun or jin zixuan actually sticking up for wei ying??? wei ying is rolling in his future grave hearing this skfjsj

OH NO MENG YAO CURSED THIS GUY AND HE THINKS IT'S WEI WUXIAN'S FAULT SJFJSJF

i mean they didn't SAY it was meng yao but he's a rat so who ELSE could it be

OH MY GOD DJAJDJSJ OH MY FRICKIN GOD

okay...... so wei ying did do ONE bad thing

SKFKSKFJSJFJD I JUST..... EVERYTHING IS LITERALLY SO AWFUL IHATE IT HERE

I KNEW SHE WAS GOING TO DIE AND I THOUGHT IT WOULD BE BAD BUT THIS IS..... SO MUCH WORSE OH MY GOD

god FUCK THIS SHOW don't watch the untamed unless you want your heart RIPPED STOMPED BEATEN AND GUTTED

okay off topic bc SHEER DEVASTATION but wanji wins boyfriend of the millenium, defending him despite everything i-

i've never cried this much over media on my LIFE. and that's saying smthn bc i cry over A LOT OF STUFF

HOW IS WEI YING PLAYING WANGXIAN NOT "GIVING HIMSELF AWAY" CKSJFJD BITCH THAT'S THE GAY SONG YOUR ALMOST-LOVER COMPOSED ABT YOU GTFO

omfg wei ying running from the cutest dog has me ROLLING, thank god, i needed some laughter!!! feels like a perf place to end for tonight, i hope things are less devastating from here on!!!!!

didn't livetweet last night bc things were so much happier that i had to ENJOY IT!!! but the highlights:
- wei wuxian's fear of dogs (sry wei)
- wanji getting drunk af
- wanji giving wei roosters , telling him it's all for him (guess who's dumb and DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THAT ONE) +

- + wanji vandalizing someone's house
- piggyback scene

aaaand probably other stuff but anyway! onwards! we have poisoned disciples to save!

why is it a party in coffin town

HIS WHOLE ASS ARM WANJI SLICED OFF HIS WHOLE. ASS. ARM.

love how wanji hears the kids talking shit abt wei ying and immediately goes in to kick ass (well, kick ass for wanji, meaning be rly stern, but still)

also i KNEW zewu jun knew it was wei ying, like damn he knows his brother only likes one (1) person like who tf ELSE would it be

okay but my biggest confusion is idk how everyone doesn't realize it's wei ying, yilling patriarch. like who else using talismans like this??? plays the flute??? knows all this dark spirtual magic??? calls lan wanji lan zhan??? like PEOPLE!!!!! the biggest giveaway!!!!!

the disciples watching lan wanji take liquor upstairs

wei ying would be stuck in the body of someone who harrassed meng yao's wife xksjsjsjjd

frickin meng yao

wow i knew meng yao was the rat but seeing it... a whole different story

i.... only have TEN EPISODES LEFT

WHY DIDN'T MINGJUE EVER TELL PEOPLE MENG YAO WAS LIKE THAT SKGKSKG

also i can't believe this show TRICKED ME into ROOTING FOR MENG YAO

man little paper dude fought his ass off

they really sitting here confronting meng yao like we don't all know he's done moved the evidence? it's a historical drama but all criminals on tv are the same!!!

me when i get my hands on meng yao

MENG YAO.... IS ACCUSING ZEWU JUN???????? OF ALL PEOPLE???????????

wow wanji did THAT i'm abt to FAINT

wow all this time and y'all FINALLY figured out it's wei ying

out of context the untamed

nothing is more romantic than LOYALTY gdi wanji is boyfriend of the millennium for sure

okay but as much as i'm SQUEALING over this scene why tf they letting these "criminals" have a full-blown conversation without stabbing them jsjsjajd

MY ACTUAL FACE

omg we finally going in the forbidden chamber!!!!

THE LOOK WANJI GAVE WEI YING WHEN MIANMIAN SAID WHO'S THERE AND HE SAID "NOBODY" DKFIAIFISIV

i hate that all the episodes are good parts bc i don't wanna stop but i need SLEEP... anyway catch me staying up to finish the last 6 eps tomorrow~

okay but..... i know there are pressing issues going on.... but WHEN is lan wanji gonna tell wei ying that his (*cough* their *cough*) adopted son is NOT DEAD and has been RIGHT THERE the WHOLE TIME!!??? i know this is relatively low priority but S I R

okay we in this bitch, finishing this show TONIGHT

wei ying handing su she's ugly ass to him rn

okay so.... do people be shipping shizui and jinling bc... same

THE ABSOLUTELY BLANK STARES AT THE CLANS HEARING WEI WUXIAN SAYING HE'LL BE BAIT SO THEY WON'T DIE

FJSJFJD I'M EMOTIONAL A-YUAAAAAN

H-HE MARRIED HIS SISTER

NOT SURE IF THIS WUXIAN AND WANJI VS JIANG CHENG SCENE IS MAKING ME EMOTIONAL OR SMTHN ELSE DKFJD

OH NO I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING I SHOULD HAVE REALIZED 30 EPISODES AGO JAJFSJJFJS I-

WEI YING IS SUCH A GOOD PERSON I'M FREAKING SICK

I'M MAD THE BOAT SCENE SEEMED ALL ROMANTIC FROM SCREENCAPS BUT IT'S JUST EMOTIONAL DEVASTATION

ME WATCHING EP 47 FUSJJCJG

jiang cheng is SO GOOD i'm still blown away this is this guy's first acting role

MENG YAO RLY THINKS HE'S DOING SOMETHING HERE GTFO YOU FUCKIN RAT

WAIT... DID HE MAKE A DEMON DEAL IS THAT WHAT WUXIAN IS IMPLYING

fjsjfj no demon deals but UGH SOMEONE KILL MENG YAO ALREADY

they really letting meng yao take his sweet ass time explaining himself i-

meng yao: let me go and i will leave quietly
also meng yao: *puts a rope around jinling's neck*

lang wanji: king of cutting off arms

omg are... are they gonna have to kill wen ning

WAIT IS HE DESTROYING THE AMULET

is it inappropriate for me to say that xiao zhan is hot af here tho

me rn honestly

wow i didn't know huaisang was CAPABLE of that fjqjnfn

LAST EPISODE LET'S GO

WAIT WHAT W H A T

OH MY GOD THIS REALLY ISN'T OVER?????

look xichen may be mad huaisang may have accidentally made him kill meng yao but i'm not nor do i BLAME huaisang since MENG CHAO MURDERED HIS BROTHER

jinling bold AF but yes little king, go make him and wei ying have a conversation!!!!

FINALLY SOME HAPPY TEARS KDKFJS I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS REUNION

I'M NOT CRYING YOU'RE CRYING. ALSO I'M CRYING. WHO'S NOT????

wow i can't believe huaisang masterminded this takedown like.... wow

WOW I'M CRYING A LOT THE ENDING WAS KINDA AMBIGUOUS AND I DOUBT CHINA WOULD HAVE LET IT BE ANYTHING MORE BUT SKFJSJFJ IT WAS STILL SO PERFECT

so according to this thread i watched 50 episodes in 9 days which.... w o w didn't even know i had it in me

all in all, the untamed drama was just as good as the hype, a+ acting all around, writing was amazing, i cried at least a gallon of tears and wheezed out hundreds of laughs gonna miss this show for sure!!!!

anyway, to sign off: farewell to wei ying and lan zhan