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Idk how long this pain will last, it hasn’t even been two days. I have the rest of my life to go. Send help.
Today makes two weeks, I still haven’t accepted the reality of it all. I miss you more than anything in the world daddy. I love you. 
I woke up feeling like a brick was on my chest. I wish I had the time to give you the world but God needed you. Today makes three weeks, I love you forever daddy. RIP.
I wear his jackets & sweaters everywhere I go, I guess it makes me feel like he’s still with me. Today makes fours weeks, I miss you & love you daddy.
Five weeks since you left us but it’s been two months since I last heard your presence. But I feel you in my presence everyday. I love you forever daddy
Six weeks. This weeks been so hard, I honestly can’t fix myself to type anything. I love you, until we meet again. RIP Daddy
Yesterday was Fathers Day & today makes seven weeks since you left us. It isn’t getting easier but I’m learning to keep myself busy to minimize the heartache. I love you papa. Always & forever. RIP
Mom’s back from Africa. Today makes 8 weeks & it still feels so fresh. Hearing her cry breaks every piece of me. Just know i’ll protect her until the day we meet again. Love you Papa R.I.P.
Today makes 9 weeks. I slept in your bed last night just to feel a little closer to you. Mom can’t even step in the room for too long without breaking down. Everything about this house is a reminder of you. We miss you papa
10 weeks down, a lifetime to go. I would have never thought that your wife & I would be this close after all these years of drama. But this is what growth & forgiveness looks like. I love her dearly & I’ll never leave her side. We’ll always protect her. Love you papa RIP
It’s truly sad how you worked all your life to keep this family together for them to act so divided now that you’re gone. I’m tired of being the glue & I just have to separate myself. 11 weeks down & a lifetime to go. I love you Daddy
12 weeks down. I stand in the same spot you stood in every morning making coffee. Only difference is now I gotta make my own coffee & I don’t have you here to enjoy it with me. I miss you Forever & Always. Love you Daddy
13 weeks down. I literally think of you every second I breathe. Sometimes I just cry in disbelief that life can be so cruel to take you away from me. I miss you soooooooooooo much Papa. Until we meet again
14 weeks down. The first pic I took of you & Amir was taken two years ago on the same day you were hospitalized this year. Coincidence? Idk but I’d give an arm & a leg to have you back. Love you forever Daddy RIP
15 weeks down. I’m still numb but I’m fighting through it. Mom finally got the strength to sort out your belongings & found baby pics that I’ve never seen before. Being a hoarder paid off I guess lol. Love you papa. RIP
16 weeks down. Mom makes me run all her errands now & never forget to remind me of how you put up with ALL her shit. She even mentioned that you made her breakfast every morning for 25+ years. I love you papa. You were an amazing human being. RIP
17 weeks down. Mom misses you A LOT. Not a day goes by where we don’t have a convo about you. I try to lighten up the mood with your funny quotes when I see her eyes water. It’s a full time job juggling my emotions & hers but, one day at a time. We love you. RIP Papa
18 weeks down. Time is moving but it still feels like just yesterday we had our last convo. I know if you were watching me cry you’d tell me to man up & get over it 
. I can’t get over losing you! You have been my greatest loss in life & I just hope it gets easier. RIP PAPA
. I can’t get over losing you! You have been my greatest loss in life & I just hope it gets easier. RIP PAPA
19 weeks down. Today makes 4 months & 10 days since you left us & it’s also the last day of moms grieving/ widowing process. After today she is free to marry & move on but I doubt she’ll remarry. No one can deal with her shit like you did . Love you. RIP PAPA
. Love you. RIP PAPA
20 weeks down. A lifetime to go. Another morning has gone by where I stood in your fav spot in the kitchen making my coffee. I can’t help that everything reminds me of you. You will forever be in my heart, I love you daddy
Today’s a special day so I’ll add to this thread. This pic of my son & papa were taken on April 8th, 2018. It also happen to be the first pic I took of them & it’s also the same day my dad got hospitalized this year before his passing. Happy Birthday to my beloved father. RIP
