My trained response to fear is aggression.

Every man I hurt, I was afraid. In or outside of the ring.

I actually TRY hard to consider FLIGHT vs fight.

It takes conscious effort to dedicate a nano second and consider the option, as the second i feel fear I want to attack.

When fighting I am never afraid.

BEFORE a fight. Threats - yes. I feel nerves.

Once combat begins I am NEVER AFRAID.

I am COMFORTABLE.

Fighting is all Ive done my whole life. Duck in water.

For the same reason others want to run, I want to attack to make the fear dissapear.

Everybody loves whales and dolphins.

Why?

Fuck them.

Scared people are dangerous.

Fill me with fear and I’ll stab you to death.

SCARE ME?

And I’ll aim to kill you.

Know this.

Most of you have never felt your thumbs puncture the skin on a mans throat

If you try to kill another man with your BARE HANDS

No matter how much time passes or how calm you are

People see it

You change forever

Once youve been consumed absolutely by rage, it stains for life

Those who deserve to die usually die the death they deserve.