Starting a new thread last one got messy.
Goal :may binge free month https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💕" title="Two hearts" aria-label="Emoji: Two hearts">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

I don& #39;t update daily but yeah 40 days binge free https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

Small steps I can& #39;t wait to reach a 100 days binge clean https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">

2 more days and will hit half the healing path
Also small update 45days binge free = losing 20lbs
Recovery is not bad

This sounds fake to me now that I& #39;m looking at it I can& #39;t believe it !!but really tho I did this !!!

Yessssss
Even tho I relapsed with purging for the past two days but still binge free uwu https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="♥️" title="Heart suit" aria-label="Emoji: Heart suit">

So yes
Today I relapsed
I& #39;ve had 1600calories
I& #39;ve purged twice
Ik that a normal person should be having 2000cals and that me POSTING this as a binge is ?
But this is the highest number since I started RECOVERY https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Loudly crying face" aria-label="Emoji: Loudly crying face">
I& #39;ve had three mini chocolate tarts omg https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤡" title="Clown face" aria-label="Emoji: Clown face">and other stuff.

Also it& #39;s almost 8 pm so the day is still on hopefully I won& #39;t eat anything else !!

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face">that was a struggle