I've decided that whenever there's something that I need to remember I'll write it here so that when I'll feel sad I'll have something like a tutorial to guide me. I'll add them as time goes on and as my brain starts working.

Notes to myself: number 1
Cry if you need to. Sometimes it's relieving.

Notes to myself: number 2
Do NOT play minor chord progressions. You'll spend hours playing them and forget to do what you're supposed to do. But, well, if you have some free time just do it.

Notes to myself: number 3
Don't take a shower while listening to music while you're sad. It's not a pleasant feeling.

Notes to myself: number 4
Don't ignore your emotions. Allow yourself to feel.

Notes to myself: number 5
Death's a game over but without a restart button. Remember this.

Notes to myself: number 6
The universe is scary and beautiful. Don't concentrate too much on it as you might feel lost.

Notes to myself: number 7
Take a shower that you stink.

Notes to myself: number 8
Try to be kind and patient.

Notes to myself: number 9
Maybe if you stay awake long enough you'll survive the night.

Notes to myself: number 10
Don't doubt of this thread.

Notes to myself: number 11
Try to sleep, even just a little. The more you stay awake, the less you'll feel good.