People have different approaches in dealing with break ups. The way I& #39;m dealing with mine is going so smoothly that it& #39;s almost scary. Scary in a sense that, I haven& #39;t had any snags yet. I haven& #39;t felt that heavy pull that you feel when your ex comes into mind. Long story short~

I found peace. But I didn& #39;t say that I wasn& #39;t in a dark place when it all went down. Of course, the initial backlash from the actual break up hurt like hell. I hardly left my bed for a week. I only ate once a day and slept for 20-ish hours daily. I was a wreck. My parents got~

worried that I might end up doing something stupid. Even had that "nak, mag sturya sa gud ta kadali" kinda talks with them sa sala https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> But after a week, I decided to pick myself up and face reality. I slowly became open with the fact that we were no more. I told my closest~

friends about it. They wouldn& #39;t even believe me kay April Fools lagi daw https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy"> I started picking up the pieces (and still am) and slowly rebuidling myself to be better. I spent the whole time distracting myself with happiness instead of moping. Then I did a shit ton of reflecting~

on my actions. I became honest with myself and the more I faced the facts, the more I felt lighter, my walls came crashing down before me. One thing I& #39;ve learned is that pride and lies kill relationships. I killed my relationship and this is the part that I should work on the~

most. Hands down, I was trash towards her and I know that she wanted me to ne better. I could have been better but I wasn& #39;t. But, instead of regretting every single fuck up I did, I took it as a challenge. I said to myself that I will become the man that she wanted me to be and ~

even better. Not for her, not for anyone, but for myself. This is the best apology I could ever give her. When I realized this, I felt so worn out yet satisfied. I freed myself from my guilt and self doubts and now, I could freely speak about my break up without a heavy heart.