i think im gonna put all my anxious tweets into a thread and anyone can watch me crumble in to a pile of anxiety and pain (◍•ᴗ•◍)
first anxious thought: why is it that my account has been around since last july but i am yet to get a michael follow like seriously dude just follow me pls
i don't like it when people say "yes queen / king preach" or whatever. no one should be given that feeling of power on social media because then they're just gonna start spewing toxicity and thinking that all the "yes queen go off" will continue (this doesn't go for everyone)
my last thought was poorly worded but whatever haha
im getting meds today but im scared that they'll start shifting the way i think / change my personality. i don't know anything about them but i do know that i like my personality, even if im an anxious blob
i like 5sos but i don't like this fandom, it just stresses me out honestly like why do some people just have to have attention, I genuinely don't get it
i want a michael follow really bad but also if i got it i know i'd never tweet again
this has turned into the world's saddest diary, in that it's barely about my me and more about me wanting a nom-toxic fandom and a Michael follow
how come my cat knows im talking to him but he still doesn't come to me? fine, you can stay on the couch. Tuxy.
im starting to think my best friend thinks im the worst. i get that i suck but does she have to radiate such "i hate you go away" vibes?
i need a new phone this one bad
this thread is smelly and bad sorry xx