gmornin! where all my people who can't do this but we doing it anyway???!!!?!?!

(i owe everyone an email, a check, an invoice, an explanation, or all of the above and they're coming I promise)

on some actualness though, ive been having a hard fucking time and there are 100000 potential reasons but the main and biggest one will always be 'we're in a fucking global crisis right now.' whenever i forget that it either helps me or makes me feel like a failure so

here's a thing ive been ignoring myself say for a few days now:

the best way to survive is to survive.

aint no right or wrong way to do it & no matter what else is on your to do list, this is the priority. cant do what else is there if you fuck that up, amirite