My mother yelling at me brought this to my attention calling bts ching chongs and shit that is so fucking racist they haven& #39;t done anything so why do you hate them? Do you just hate Asians period? What is the problem?
If I wanna listen to music that is not made by a black person then I can you cannot control what I do you are not me and I am not you so you don& #39;t have to insult bts just because I like their music it does not make me any less of a black person. I listen to music
Regardless of the race or ethnicity of the people who made it music is music no matter what I like bts because they are nice people and their music is like a coping mechanism of sorts for me I& #39;ve been depressed lately and I listen to them to help calm me down and stuff
But my parents wouldn& #39;t know that because they don& #39;t take the time to sit and talk to me about my problems it& #39;s always they are right and I& #39;m wrong. Honestly I& #39;m tired of it why can& #39;t they just ask me how I feel and talk with me? I am 15 yrs old and you expect me to act grown up?
I& #39;m not gonna change myself because you said so and idc if you insult me or anything anymore I& #39;m tired of it but ik it& #39;s not gonna change I& #39;m a teenager not and adult so why expect things from me I& #39;m trying my best but that& #39;s still not enough I get yelled at for everything I do
This is why I don& #39;t interact with people much tbh I have low ass self esteem because of them and I may act like I& #39;m fine on the outside but im just really good at masking my emotions because I& #39;m afraid of being rejected. They wouldn& #39;t even know if I self harm and if they did they