I just, I don’t know... I have my friends yes, but I feel like I’ve lost touch. Disconnected/disconnections here & there. I can’t converse well. Maybe I need a new someone. Can’t explain. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤕" title="Face with head-bandage" aria-label="Emoji: Face with head-bandage"> An addition. Yes I’ve met many people over the years, but I haven’t done much with... it?

Talk about vague. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😑" title="Expressionless face" aria-label="Emoji: Expressionless face"> Maybe I need to really let go. Truly vent. Sit with someone. If not sit then lie on the ground. Whatever works. Let them talk if they so choose to. I’d listen. See if it’d help me do the same. I’m wound up. I’m just... here. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤷🏻‍♂️" title="Man shrugging (light skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Man shrugging (light skin tone)">

Not relevant, but of course it’s on my mind. Doesn’t help that I’m coming up on 10 years single. I just don’t click. Don’t even like me. Can’t love someone else... you know the saying. https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😒" title="Unamused face" aria-label="Emoji: Unamused face"> I’m too loyal. Too obedient. I consider too much. Way(s) I was raised, parents, image, etc.

Graduated college in 2014... done anything or gone anywhere since? No. No motivation.

Apologies for this thread.