Okay wow. This situation is real, okay? I mean I'm not complaint like I used to be. But this IS really happening guys. I'm not even exaggerating. Okay so here it is :

My english proficiency is officially at the worst on my whole life time.

So I used to think and making mental notes in english. Also whenever I speak with myself or getting annoyed, I always use English. But right now, I can't even make any comments or mental notes without peeking, wait no looking through the dictionaryi

I mean, like, come on dude. Can't even think of the perfect and the most suitable vocab for that situation like I used to. Like months ago, I can even correcting someone else's saying, comments, or simply when they text me or making status update.

And now. Can't even. I mean I still can't, but not that fluent. And that vocab doesn't even suddenly pop in my mind like it used to be. I have to, no, I MUST learn and practice English more. So that I can used it as my daily languange in my mind for taking mental notes and think

of something. Yessssss. I have to practice. I have to be fluent like I used to. Fighting!

Okay, so apparently lots of mistake in this thread. Even starts from the first Tweet. Lol.
That shows how bad my English is right now. Can you imagine, your only and main strength is becoming your weakness slowly?
And fuck this autocorrect