I am absolutely CONVINCED that I was a smoker in a past life bc any time i am stressed my pointer finger and middle finger join like I'm holding a cigarette?? this is COMPLETELY involuntary I could NOT make this shit up

it's almost cruel because as an asthmatic I could never turn to smoking as an unhealthy coling mechanism

then again I think smoking is hella gross and also I have an addictive personality so if I didnt have asthma to kill me, lung damage would.

I KNOW that this thread is very stupid. I am AWARE. I promise. but it's like 2am and I dont care and I wanna talk about it bc I think its SUPER odd