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every time I think "it's silly watching hockey live when you *can* watch it later and there's so many games it doesn't matter if you can't keep up-to-date, it's not like football, why not watch them at night when you're actually free" ...
I then remember that they're 2 hours long & I have to wash dishes & do family stuff at night. like it's stupid to be a slave to sport happening so far away & I wouldn't be devastated if I missed a few games every now & then! but I *do* enjoy games while I'm watching them so idek!
it WOULD be good to not squish lunch into the 15 minute window of intermission/plan my week around games! but whenever I've been in a fandom & stopped keeping up-to-date w source material I've ended up losing the whole fandom & unlike those times I have nothing to move on to now!
oh no why am I like this???? surely it can't be the two whole brain things I have that both lead to hyperfixations!!! and I don't know how to maintain an interest in anything that ISN'T a hyperfixation!!!
I was gonna add "neurotypicals teach me your ways" but you could give me the most thorough advice possible and I wouldn't be able to follow it. autistic peeps where u at
