I hate this horny simp vibe I put myself just by being on Twitter. Gawd, wtf is wrong with mehttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤦🏽‍♂️" title="Man facepalming (medium skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Man facepalming (medium skin tone)">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="💔" title="Broken heart" aria-label="Emoji: Broken heart">?!

I admit I wasn& #39;t healing- nor did it look like I was- I get so hard on myself because I deserve it. I tweet out simp shit because, deep down inside, I may have some unresolved issues (specifically towards heartbreak) that only fucks with my self-esteem so much.

In the dark corners of my head, I always doubt myself when it comes to love because of past experiences. I know I shouldn& #39;t do that, but when I get rejected once again, it sends me back to square one even if I& #39;m not doing it to myself.

I know I should take it as a learning experience. The only lesson I could ever take from each and every heartbreak: NEVER SHOOT A SHOT (I& #39;m not saying that you should follow my advice, I& #39;m just explaining myself). I just don& #39;t listen smhhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤦🏽‍♂️" title="Man facepalming (medium skin tone)" aria-label="Emoji: Man facepalming (medium skin tone)">.

One thing I know for sure is this; I am not cut out for a relationship, and that& #39;s okay. Lemme just binge on anything on the internet to "nUMb mY brAIN sOmE MOrē & kEEP Me aWAY froM THe haRsH rEAlitiES oF MY LIfe".
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