i never thought the day would come where i would have to do this. but today i am here to talk about my now ex-boyfriend javier or @/KyberWebs
(fair warning this will be very long, nsfw and possibly triggering)

many of you know i have had my ups and downs with dating javier and that we have been together on and off since january of 2017. i’m going to start by saying i love him. still. i thought i was going to marry him. so this is very hard to do but it has to be done.

javier told me multiple times i was the one. his soulmate. we were going to get married. have kids. have a life. so this is really hard for me. really really hard for me.

last summer javier and i decides it was best to break up, this was early july. we quickly got back together until late august. at this time i found out he had accepted nudes from a close friend of mine, told that friend he would let her suck his dick, and invited her into -

a threesome with me. all of which i did not know about (and clarifying i was already 18 at this time) when i did learn about it, i accused him of cheating. rightfully. and dumped him. we both thought that would be the end and moved on to other things.

during this time apart, i talked to other people and so did he. except he decided to show a video of us having sex to ahn @alderaansolo who he was talking to at the time. a video he told me was deleted. he continued to talk to ahn until i came back in late november.

we decided we were better off as friends for a bit and that’s when he told me about what him and ahn had been up to over our break. he did not tell me about that video. i learned about that today. i was totally fine with it as we were on a break.

24 hours after we had decided to get back together, he told me he had been weak and went back to ahn. i broke up with him again as i was disgusted. he still hadn’t learned why i broke up with him in august.

it was during this time that he cut off ahn, and started talking to macey @JEDIWIDCWS. i knew absolutely nothing about macey until today. since i didn’t know about macey i decided to give javier one more chance after thanksgiving and we got back together.

during november and december, up until new years. macey and javier had a flirtatious relationship i was not aware of. here are some of the things that occurred between the two of them. javier had told macey that i was aware of everything though.

as i said, i was unaware of all of this and macey clarified they stopped speaking after new years other than one small instance. javier, cece @musicalgroot, and i went on a trip to disney world from jan 2nd-jan 7th. meaning i was back in person with javier -

completely oblivious to the fact he had cheated on me yet again. it is now april and i have learned that javier had told macey about how i act in bed, and asked her to be part of a threesome, again which i knew nothing about.

i love javier. i do. i thought i was going to marry him. he accompanied me to my grandfathers funeral in chicago (where neither of us live) back at the beginning of march. throughout all of this time i did not know that he had been dishonest yet again.

i don’t know what else to say other than this is really hard for me to do and i really don’t want to do. but i really don’t want him to hurt or cheat on anyone else. also if he has ever messaged and made you uncomfortable, please dm me and we can talk. i’m tired of anon ccs.

that’s all. thanks for reading.