Thread by @Cin_TheUndead, : I'm making this post because I'll be taking a hiatus from [...]

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I& #39;m making this post because I& #39;ll be taking a hiatus from the HH verse openly; I only wanted to RP & draw. I& #39;ve always made it VERY clear that I have a 0 tolerance for drama.

Many lines have been crossed with me. Said lines being my boundaries & I& #39;ve stated them MANY times.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I shouldn& #39;t be made to feel I have no control over what information it is I divulge about myself & personal matters, yet there have been many people within this community who just seem to think they can over step these lines I& #39;ve made & think they have ANY right to do so.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: NONE of you have ANY right to any of my information & why it is I do the things I do, especially when I& #39;m trying to protect my mental state; as I& #39;ve also made it more than very clear that I& #39;m in a fragile place right now. Both on here AND my business account.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: Never made any statements as a way to garner sympathy OR pity, but because I& #39;m self aware of how rough my mental health is right now & don& #39;t wish for it to be made worse.

My therapist has taught me it is healthy to set limits on what you can handle, which is what I& #39;ve done.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: Yet.... Here we are. Within the span of 4 MONTHS I& #39;ve had countless people put me in a position I NEVER wanted to be in when all I asked was for it to be stopped.

The Daimion situation that started all of this dug up something that I& #39;ve represented for almost 16 YEARS...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: The only person who had a rough idea of what happened for me was the child involved in that fall out.

Purely because I wanted them to know how god awful I felt that I didn& #39;t see Daimion for the monster he was sooner so they hadn& #39;t been hurt...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I hate that people have stigmatized a word that is technically used medically within the Mental Health community but what Daimion had done, truly did trigger that old memory to come back...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: At 14... I happened to be preyed on by an adult that then went on to sexually assault me... I& #39;m 29 now & that event still haunts me to this day..

I can& #39;t STAND that people in this community have pushed me to such a point that I now have to feel I need to publicly state this.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I didn& #39;t have control back then & it feels like that even now. That people don& #39;t seem to understand what boundaries are & how you shouldn& #39;t cross them.

I have my boundaries made for a reason & I am not asking, I& #39;m DEMANDING they be respected.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I only ask for help when I need it & I ALWAYS go to the three people who I know will /actually/ help me; which they did when that fall out first happened.

They shared info for me when I didn& #39;t have the strength to, they gave me words of encouragement...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: They made sure I was safe & that my mind stayed out of the dark place it was heading to...

I can& #39;t stand when someone, anyone, tries to offer me & #39;help& #39; by butting into my business when I never asked for it to start with then think they have leverage against me later on.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: Again. I have very near & dear friends who I turn to when I truly do need help because I know they will help me with an open heart & I& #39;ve never had their help used against me for personal gain of any sort.

When I made vent post a few days ago regarding the current & #39;drama& #39;...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: It was directed at EVERYONE. Not just a single person. I don& #39;t & never have stood for vague call out posts. I have always made it clear to anyone who /truly/ knows me that I find them to be childish.

If I have a problem with you, I have NO issue letting you know.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: As I said at the beginning of this thread, I came here to draw & RP, not see or deal with petty drama; that could be easily handled behind closed doors.

It& #39;s unneeded stress that MANY, not just myself, have asked repeatedly to be stopped because that& #39;s not why we came here.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: Bothers me when ANYONE throws the retort of & #39;if you don& #39;t like my posts then unfollow/block/mute me& #39;, because here& #39;s the thing:

These same people are then the same ones to get upset when people /actually/ follow through with it.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: It& #39;s not to say that me or anyone else doesn& #39;t care about the mun behind the muse, but rather, not wishing to see the same negative energy over & over & over again... Especially if you& #39;re like I am, where your mental state is in a fragile place...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I genuinely care about everyone, I do, but I also know I need to look out for myself first & when I made that post, that was me finally drawing my last line. For everyone.

I want to support people where I can but there is also only so much I can handle seeing before I break.

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: That& #39;s where I& #39;m at right now... People in this community have finally broken me down & I& #39;ve been made to feel utterly helpless...

It& #39;s why I said I& #39;ll purge my following list.
I& #39;m done with how much this community has striped away from me... It isn& #39;t fair...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: For now I& #39;ll only post art when I have pieces finished & RP only with my beloved mutuals...

I have enough on my plate IRL... between my worry over having a shit immune system during this pandemic to how am I going to tell my /straight/ partner of 10 years I& #39;m trans...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I& #39;m worn thin... and exhausted... and have cried so much over the past 24 hours all while trying to keep on a brave face for my friends so they don& #39;t worry about me... So that they have fun with what we do & we laugh so there is a break from the shit of real life...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: If you& #39;ve read to this point, thank you
Sat long n& #39; hard along with getting the opinion from my sister on how I should handle these feelings because letting them go isn& #39;t an option for me anymore.

What has been done is far from fair & I only hope people learn to be better...

https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🌻" title="Sunflower" aria-label="Emoji: Sunflower">: I& #39;ll be on discord if anyone wants to talk to me there...

… Hopefully can get into a better mind space.

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