I& #39;ve known i have an intense sex appeal since i was at least 10 there about.
do you know what it is for a 10 year old to realise that men lust after her body?
when i was 13, i fully understood it. i wasnt the prettiest but men always wanted me

being molested as early as 7 didnt help matters, everytime i thought about it, i was so sure it was my fault because who sent me to have sex appeal?

when i got into uni i think i already realised i may never get a man to genuinely like me for me as a person. i had come to realise my body will always come first.

For the longest time i tried to blend into the shadows and not be seen because i was just sick of it.

i thought maybe by the time i get older it& #39;ll pass. i don dey see 24 and it never passhttps://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😂" title="Face with tears of joy" aria-label="Emoji: Face with tears of joy">
I& #39;ve come to realise that its not me, its them, its everyone else, its not me!
I& #39;m not responsible for what the other person thinks towards me

i know this thread is all messed up. my mind is all jumbled up