I wish I could keep calm sometime OTL
I feel like I freak out a lil too much and that pushes people away from me T__ T this is probably why I had zero friends in high school
I just-
MmmmmmmmmMmMMMMmm

It's like my anxiety levels are at whoop whoop up there with everest today :]
I gotta stop thinking my existence is a burden upon everyone H A H A
I feel so weird today I dunno
I mean I skipped breakfast and I'm not even hungry yet I am hungry???

Idk this thread is a mess
Like
M e
Ohmygod Imma delete this later-
I just needed to let it out
I just hope my dad doesn't come by today
He makes a bad day a worse day
I-
Nope
Notgonnarantmydaddyissues
I-
Shh
SHH
Shushy me >;]

Yeah I think that yelling helped me calm down a bit.
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God I also gotta learn to not say I'm sorry 1,000 times
That probably makes people uncomfortable, Mm..

Idk my breathing is shaky rn

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I've come to the conclusion I'm probably hungry but my stomach is in too many knots its hard to tell