ok fine, now i'm emotionally unstable.

why can't i stop being so green-eyed to someone's life that was easier than mine? why can't i stop being so insecure to myself? why can't i be beautiful like them and fuckin' why can't i stop me?

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i mean, they got a clean and beautiful face, soft manners even if they were not so smart.
like gue pengen punya semua itu walaupun harus sacrifice sesuatu.