I'm still fearing for my life and thinking about how I want to be remembered if I don't make it through this. I'm even considering revealing an embarrassing secret about me that my family members don't know much about.

That secret is that I like cartoons, in the past few years, I've been watching more cartoons than live action shows. I don't know if it's because I'm #ActuallyAutistic or somehting else, but I find most live action shows harder to understand and get into.

I'm usually only interested in live action shows if they have something that I can focus on more, like fantasy, or science fiction, or even just action, and maybe comedy. The problem is that I don't understand the deeper and more complicated plots besides the action.

I feel kind of simple for being unable to understand those parts and getting easily bored by most live action shows unless they have something that grabs my attention. That's why I find myself drawn more to cartoon shows, they're easier for me to be absorbed into.

I would like to watch more live action shows too, I just need to find the right ones. But even when I watch superhero movies, I'm only really interested in the action and the funny moments, I don't always understand what the main antagonist's motives are besides fight the heroes.

Anyway, I hate the physical feeling of embarrassment, and that's what makes it so hard for me to be open about it. And it's also embarrassing when your parents ask you about it, it just feels silly for reasons I can't explain.

But I feel like in order for me to truly be myself, I have to try not to keep this side of myself hidden so much. It won't be easy, but I really want to take this hard time as a chance for me to change some things about myself so if I do come out of it, I'll be someone else.

So please don't be surprised if you find me following certain accounts here, and liking, commenting on, and sharing posts to do with cartoons, and some of the other things I'm embarrassed about. It's not like I'm admitting to liking NSFW stuff (I don't, it's not for me).

Alright, this is the end of the thread, I guess.

Darn it, I made at least one typo. But I don't want to delete this thread and write it all over again #LetUsEditTweets