//tw mental health (again, sorry)

i think i might be at the lowest i've been in a long time. quarantine has just. really had a toll on me and being stuck with my sister who treats me like shit hasn't helped. i might call my school and arrange to drop out of some of my classes.-

-because my mental health combined with the lack of accountability for students wellness when it comes to online courses has just been too much for me. i really don't feel like myself at the moment and my enthusiasm is at a low-

-so i think i'll still be joining streams because they keep my mind off things and i genuinely love hanging out with you all, but i felt the need to kinda just put this out there? that i'm just not doing to great atm. idk exactly how it'll affect my enthusiasm here-

but it might mean a little less clipping, giffing and i might just be a little more quiet. again, nothing to do with anything here, just my brain being mean. i'm not too sure what the point of this thread is, but i just wanted to let you guys know. love you all so so much.